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Cesca Vs
24 September 2007 @ 10:27 am
Cesca was in love with the idea of someone but now she is AWAKE. 
and as my cookie in facebook says... i will do better than i expect =) yay!

PS i like the coke commercial... you give a little love and it all comes back to you... la dee daa
 
 
Cesca Vs
05 September 2007 @ 01:48 pm

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Cesca Vs
08 July 2007 @ 10:12 pm
where oh where? okay i shall start with friday july 6. uhoh i think im gona be writing here again. a lot. cos i hate that i can't remember what i've been doing.. i can't rely on photos anymore cos i'm tired of taking shots.. i think. so friday i watched die hard. ooooh action! and so galing we parked in sanlo cos there was no parking na.. and when we came out.. TADA let the raaain fall down (sing it like hilary duff please) .. Grrrreat. and kimi's list would be closing at twelve!!! happy birthday kimiiii-uh! so we stuffed ourselves with pizza... BURRRP. and some beer.. double BUUUURRRRRRP. still went to alchemy though and we still got in =) alright! thanks to the magical power of my friend *wink wink* alchemy sucks. hahaha. it's so fucking bright inside you can actually see the people's faces! maybe next time there would be more beautiful people. haha KIDDING. not. ewan. so early friday night. but of course the girls were still alchemizing away when we left wehehehe.. heefhaf for life yo! 

ooooh whatta lazy baby-filled saturday! i had another psychomadness attack because i had to pick up my brother in the middle of my lechon kawali lunch! then as i went back to stuffing myself, i felt better ;) wahahaha... went to a wedding in freaking rizal! left the house at 430 and got there 7pm na. my ged naman diba?!?! we almost went super over but i realised we passed a fork in the map that we weren't supposed to take! wahaha... and it was raining. oh yes alavit.. i would hate it if i were driving though.. i'd like to thank ARNIE TANGONAN for keeping me company long distance.. during my fits of madness, you got me through the night *winkwink* hahaha.. going on night number 4 now without extreme shouting. you are the rock. i think you can be rock number 2 cos my thermos is still THE rock. kidding!!! ... got back around i dunno na... i was so tired and hilo already i couldn't go with isa =( sorry luv.. i wanted to that's why i was looking for you! it was so funny though cos we passed alchemy and the fort. option1 alchemy -- OUT! option2 embassy (isa was gonna go meet up with ina) option3 piedra (betsy was there) option4 cesca's bed dingdingding! WE HAVE A WINNER!!! thank you to the cutty sark for choosing option4.. goodnight to all..

sunday.. i swear i feel like i have my own house and family. punyemas.. grocery then lunch then SLEEP.. then mass at 9 in magallanes and then back to the internet.. teehee.. goodnight.
 
 
current shithole: my house
i am : accomplishedaccomplished
magik muzik: my electric fan
 
 
Cesca Vs

i beg you... to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. don't search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. and the point is, to live everything. live the questions now. perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer...

 
 
i am : blankblank
 
 
Cesca Vs
1. Real Name: francesca

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first four
letters of your name, plus izzle)

= fran-izzle

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and
fav animal)

= black tiger

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name,
and current street)

= feria apostol

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3
letters of your last name, first 2
letters of your first name, first 3
letters of dad's name)

= vizfrcar.. can i use cesca? im lacking vowels... -- vizcescar

6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite
color, favorite drink)

= white coco rum

7. IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your
first name, 3rd letter of your last
name, any letter of your middle name,
2nd letter of your moms maiden name,
3rd letterbr of your dads middle name,
1st letter of a siblings first name,
last letter of your moms middle name)

= rzauga --hmmm sounds terroristisch enough i think

8. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (fathers
or mothers middle name)

= cruz or feria?

9. GOTH NAME: (3rd favorite color, and
the name of one your pets)

= red peewee --sounds pornish. not goth!

REPOST as My Nine Names
 
 
i am : confusedconfused
magik muzik: it ends tonight.
 
 
Cesca Vs
you've got your home of the brave
and i've got my land of the free
you conform to what society says
and i conform to me

looking for light in the corners
getting caught in the spiderweb
you look at me as if im giving a performance
when im just feeding my head

and you know that im doing alright
when i won't explain myself to you
just to avoid a fight
im never incorrect 
but to me its just right

i'm not completely insane
maybe just a little bit crazy
there's no one to blame
not ashamed
about my game
don't want nobody to save me

i've got a pair of ruby slippers 
that i don't wear much anymore
and if i had the nerve
i'd click my heels and return 
to that wonderland i knew before

i'm waiting on a sailboat to china
wanna sail away to the sun
i've been searching for myself
and i know im gonna find her
if i break away from everyone

so the way that i might not fit in
just because ive got a mind of my own
doesn't mean its a sin
i don't ask you to give up
don't expect me to give in

some like to live for the moment 
taking life into their hands everyday
and if they don't get killed
they get so hot off the thrill
they could float to heaven anyway

others wanna save for tomorrow
thinking money is security
well i understand the need
but i don't get the greed
and they all seem pretty crazy to me
you can tell my the expression i wear
though i seem a little strange to you
i don't really care
ive got the freedom to be
there are others like me everywhere

 
 
Cesca Vs
28 March 2007 @ 04:56 pm
oh my god. what's up with everyone? parang mushy love (or lack of it) is all over this place! wahahaha... 

LET US ALL UNITE. AND FIGHT!
 
 
current shithole: waiting waiting ..boxing
 
 
Cesca Vs
19 March 2007 @ 02:55 pm
i'm tired. so tired of trying
 
 
Cesca Vs
12 March 2007 @ 03:10 pm

watched 300 last night. phew.. i like the music they play when they fight.. oh so rock on! and my favorite scene was when that leonidas (uh spellcheck?) kicked that persian nigger into the black hole! GO GO GO! so strong and mighty. oh oh oh.. where is my spartan man?? 
hmm-- just crossed my mind ..since i had red horse last night.. that i think spartans would love red horse with their matching capes and sheilds ;) wahaha

oomph! tonight we dine in hell!

 
 
Cesca Vs
15 February 2007 @ 03:46 pm
Expect the unexpected. In my case, always expect and think the worst -- cos i don't want to be disappointed. Pessimistic as i am, i'm still always left with nothing but the very thing i try to get away from. No matter how negative i seem to be, there's always a little room left for hoping and wishing. Why oh why can't i just be content
 
 
i am : nauseatednauseated